....that's why I love giulia. i write spaghetti lobsters and she adds monsters!
Because I treat this blog as my journal, I feel the need to make a note of this time in my mentality so that my future self can remember when my thinking took a notable change.
If that makes any sense at all, sorry self.
On our Texas road trip, Giulia & I stopped by to see a certain pair of M3s in Austin. One of them is super nice (& just happens to be really cute) but really he's genuinely nice (& one of my roommates may have had a lil' crush on him). The other M3 was, well broccoli, as surprises just about nobody at this point I'm sure.
So we knocked on their door & broccoli answers it, without a shirt on...which is typical (but left Giulia asking herself "who do you think you are?!" hahah!)
But nothing happened & I thanked goodness for that. The funny thing was, he was just very nice the whole time. And I was physically ill the whole time. haha I told my roomies, I think this is a sign, you shouldn't hang around someone who makes you literally sick to your stomach! Giulia called it anxiety.
After having a picnic at the capital and hunting down the elusive McKinney Park waterfall(s), we made it to San Antone. And after hanging out for a bit, giules left back up I-35 and I hung out at home. Until Saturday. Because I couldn't leave good enough alone. I visited BookPeople (an amazing bookstore) and ended up partying on 6th street again. And I ran into broccoli. And we had a good time but I walked away knowing that I had him completely out of my system now. We were still attracted to each other but I didn't feel like he was impossibly, devilishly attractive (like I used to)...it was so much better when we actually cared for each other. This time, it felt like we were both kinda over each other. He's just not always so nice in his attitude towards me...which makes me feel like I have to be simultaneously perfect & on the defense the whole time, which is super lame. I want to be with someone who enjoys being with me, just to be with me! And I want someone who is a genuine good guy! And I happily know this is possible now after meeting Wisconsin :)
so for the next five weeks, i'll be counting down & working my lil' rear-end off through hematology/oncology block until I get to jump on a plane to the badger state! After watching Sleepless in Seattle today, I have to admit I've entertained an idea or two about Wisconsin but I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground...at least one foot.
But I have no desire to get back to CS and mingle with the M1s. Instead I'm looking forward to hanging out with this cutie...here's another reason why i love my roomie...she adopted Eddie, the cutest grass-hopping dachshund in Texas! He's the new love in my life, right now.
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