So I've been eating a lot of chocolate these days....today.
I'm eating chocolate because it's easy to sneak into the lecture hall (where you're not suppose to eat anything) and perfect for those times when I get so bored of learning about important things like antineoplastics and reticulocytes & my mind starts to wander...chocolate is my substitute for other distracting cravings. like making out with that cute guy in the hat over there. yeah, those kinds of cravings.
I'm trying to behave myself lately for two reasons.
One, I'm technically single but I met this really great guy in Ecuador (he's from WI) and I'm still talking to him. He's basically the most genuinely good guy I know. Oh and he's really funny & really attractive. He's pretty much everything that I 've been looking for in a guy: confident, funny, intelligent, good-looking, hard-working, loves dogs, likes actually getting to know each other -just talking, dependable, sweet yet wild, attentive & likes to cuddle! I mean come on. The only thing is he happens to live over 1,000 miles away. It's so not fair. And I'll be flying out to WI to see him in Septemember...so even though we aren't officially dating, we have been texting & talking to each other every day. So I feel like if you have someone that awesome, you should just appreciate that.
Two, since I am single, I've been trying to decide what this means for myself. Should I be dating and hanging out with guys just to have contact & that kinda interaction even if it doesn't lead to a relationship (or that I don't want a relationship with someone) until I meet someone (like WI) who I truly want a relationship with? Or should I be keeping to myself, not taking part in any kind of physical contact until I'm in a solid relationship again? Also, what as a Catholic should I do?
....ahhhhh! and then part of me just says stop worrying! worrying does no good. So for now, I'm just eating lots of chocolate. And going on lots of runs because of aforementioned chocolate.
Check out these other things that also entertained me when I should have otherwise been paying attention to lecture:
Scratch off map
summer lasagne
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