When you bake a boy a cake...

...you will wait two days for him to pick it up before you cut into it. you will realize how silly it was to bake a double layer, delicious chocolate cake. and put it in a baking box so you can carry it. and decorate it with marshmallows because he mentioned that he liked them. and at midnight, with some vanilla ice cream and wine, you and your two wonderful roommates will eat the moist chocolate cake. and you will be happy. and remember that boys are dumb and not to pay them too much attention.








...and you will wake up the next day & go to class with a new founded determination to just focus on school. on much more important things. and JUST then your ex will show up everywhere you go (out of nowhere). Great....

my life was soo much easier when my ex decided to not go to school or visit the outside world for the better part of a month...now for some strange reason he's decided to rejoin society and thus i see him at school again...so this morning went more like this:

wake up waaay too early.
shuffle into class.
listen about viruses and neuroscience and cerebellums that look like clams.
try to pay attention.
check every website that i can think of.
try to pay attention.
10 min break. go to the lru.
class.
break. walk around.
pass by him. he tries to say some clever way of saying hi.
i smile back a hello. sigh.
go back to class.
try to pay attention.
think about eating my lunch while the professor talks about 3 lobules.

...seriously not too different from my usual days minus the smiling and sighing...sigh. i was pretty happy with talking with my friends/ cute guys and not having to be effected by a boy when he walks into the room no matter how much i try not to let him effect me. darn.


good things:
girl talk at midnight with some wine
horses around hay barrel at 8am
strawberry banana yogurt
virus lectures
pretzel fish (always a win)

Pandas get an F
an excerpt from the above website, about jellyfish:

"Comprised of about 95% water (and 0% brain) jellyfish can be found in stable populations throughout the world’s oceans, from top to bottom and also in freshwater. And there are at least 2,000 different species. And they accomplished all of this without the benefit of an iPad. Impressive."